Sometimes...

Renesh has turned 15 months old and his activities are also multiplied by 15
He is one restless soul, and on his feet for all of the day. His sleep timings have reduced and now a days he gets up at 5:30 am in the morning.
Lack of sleep, workload and ofcourse guilt of not spending enough time with my kid is getting on to me…

Sometimes, i feel like I'm stressed out….

Sometimes, i feel like screaming my lungs out....

Sometimes, i feel like I'm on the verge of breaking down...

Sometimes, i feel so frustrated...

Sometimes, i feel so sleepy...

Sometimes, i feel so helpless…

Sometimes, i feel like I need a vacation ...

Sometimes, i feel like doing nothing at all...

BUT....

whatever may be the case, they always have a way to cheer me up, though most of the times they are the 'cause' of the above...

Look-alike Meter

Mom or Dad

When Renesh was born many people commented that he has same features as mine, over a period of time his looks have changed and now many people feel that he looks like his Dad.

Though its quite early to figure out who he resembles... any comments.. who do u think he resembles ??


I have always wished that he looks like me and has his Dad's complexion, but I think it turned out otherwise...hehehehe :)

Renesh Turns 15 Months Old !!

My handsome boy Renesh turned 15 months 5 days ago...and he is learning to talk!

He called me "Mamma" rather Amma but on continuous repetition it sounds Mamma so yeahhhhhh.... this very word brings both smile and tears at the same time... It always takes me back to the day when he was born and detected with PRS, his entire struggle for survival and the ofcourse his surgery....its been a long wait but it seems worth every second when he calls me Mamma

He can also say: -

1. Akka
2. kakakaka

I'm still waiting for him to call 'Papa'...:P


Everyday Learning .........

He is more interest in our food than his own, and he loves french fries, Omelet and yes of course Chocolates!!
He is very active, doesn't walk just likes to run the entire day, he climbs sofas, beds, chairs, tables and latest addition to the list is dressing table!
He is climbing up stairs but climbing down is still on his To-Do list :)
He is a born dancer and dances to every tune that's being played whether its on TV, on Computer, on Cell phone or land line... Just play the music and see him dance.
He is one Bundle of energy and Looking after him you have to be one too !

He is still exploring his world and we hope to see something new everyday :)

How You lIve

Its Not Who You Knew
And Its Not What You Did
Its How You Live

What do my stars say about me?

A Year Of Beautiful Moments

Life's Lessons

Life has been teaching me lots of lessons in the past few months. About friends and Colleagues, About Patience and Love, About Forgiving and Forgetting and many more.
Still I am happy about how my life has shaped up till now and come to believe in one thing...
So here goes Prachi's GYAN Exclusively for you :)

" Your Life is what you make of it, the choice is yours , if you choose to be sad and regret on the things that have past u will always feel depressed and low. If you choose to be happy and learn to forgive and forget, not only will you feel beautiful , you will look beautiful (Now you know the Secret of my beauty ;) ).You will always be spreading that magical happiness wherever you go !"








LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST :)

Tag of Eight.....

Thanks Jayashree for the tag

Eight things I am passionate about:

1) Music: Music in any form drives me crazy… whether it is dance or singing. I love it.

2) Dance: yeah dance…I love dancing but that’s when no one is watching me.. I have not taken any formal training and I dance quietly crazily but I feel that’s the best way to get your frustration out. It just relaxes you… so whenever I am alone and music is on and the door to my room is closed… now you know what I do ;)

3) Painting: I paint and paint… don’t know what but just paint and paint and I call it Modern Art :)

4) Traveling: I love to travel. I like seeing new places , meeting new people. Everything aboutt nature attracts me, whether it is Mountains, Oceans or simply landscapes.

5) Food: Many people don’t know it but I love variety of food. Any kind of food which is finger licking becomes my favorite. Places don’t matter , right from a roadside shop to 5-star hotels, its food that magnetizes me.

6) Shopping: Lets not talk abt it… I shop like maniac J Shopping is the only thing which I can do at any time of the day. I love shopping for Shoes (I have 30 pairs… and still piling up) , Accessories (200 pair of Earings) , Clothes (2 Cupboards are bursting out with them) , Cosmetics (well not too fond of it.. but then ya.. have a whole lot of collection of that also J) Now did I leave anything to shop???? Ya that’s me a shopping freak.

7) Televison/Movies/Internet : I clubbed it all into one coz, if I am not watching TV then u will find me on Computer and vice versa.

8) Reading: I love reading… Considering my other passions, like TV, Shopping, Painting etc.. I still find time to read.. and hence it gets a previlage spot in my passion list ;)

Eight things that attracts me to my best friends:

well the answer is everything about them , thats why they are my Best Friends :) I am blessed with few of them.

They are the ones..

1) .. who have Great Sense of Humor (very imp)
2) .. who are Simple yet Confident and Glamorous
3) .. whose Attitude towards Life speaks volume
4) .. who are Honest and Loyal
5) .. who don't make judgments and assumptions too soon
6) .. on whom I can yell at and they can yell at me and we can still remain best friends without any grudges
7) .. who loves to talk but at the same time who loves to listen
8) .. who may not be there with me when I am happy but always there for me when I am sad :)

Eight books I’ve read recently

1) How Starbucks Saved My Life
2) Snapshots from hell
3) How Doctors Think
4) The Monk Who Sold His Ferrari
5) 9 on 9
6) Archie Comics
7) Who Moved My Cheese
8) Rich Dad Poor Dad

Eight things I say often

1) What Ya

2) So

3) Oh My God

4) Ok

5) Ohhhhhhhh

6) Yeah

7) Cool

8) Hmmmmmm and Stupid (Same frequency :))

Eight things I want to do before I die (In no particular order)

1) Visit random places around the world and take loads of photographs and taste different kinds of food (ya even eat snake and Bat…U know ur gonna die so whats the harm in trying:))

2) Do Charity… Well I am not so rich to donate money or raise funds but I would love to Adopt a Girl child. This is a dream which I really really want to fulfill. If not atleast I will fund education for one girl child.

3) Meet up all the friends I have lost touch with.

4) Relive the college days.. Go out with friends on bike and get drenched in rains.. Dance in the rains and ya also go biking 4 am in the morning to the city outskirts to have TEA J Ohhhhh I miss those days

5) Yell on top of my voice on roller coaster rides.

6) Go to snow covered city either in India or abroad. Play in the snow and ya make a snow man a really huge one ;)

7) Tell my friends, my parents and all the people who are special to me.. that I LOVE THEM and its coz of them my life has been so beautiful.

8) Last but not the least. Learn and speak fluent Telgu… hehehehehe

Eight songs I could listen to, over and over

Well this is a tough one.. my play list keeps changing every week.. so I will tell you what I am listening to this week.

1) Hum jo chalte rahe - Jab we met

2) I am Fool for you (this one is on for 2 weeks now)

3) Remember When

4) Take me to your heart

5) Tare zameen par

6) Maa

7) Sawariya

8) Ishq hain ya saza

People I think should do this tag:

Well I would like everyone who visits my blog to take up this tag and do let me know.. I would love to read it

My Heart Will Go On .......

A special dedication to the person who is my best friend and love of my life - This one is for you "RAM"

Renesh The Joy of My Life